Friday, June 10, 2011

Ezekiel

So,
I've managed to creep another person out. o.o
All I did was ask her what she did for a living,
and why she was called no-one girl o.o
Appearantly that made her uncomfortable because I didn't know her
well enough to ask?

>.>
I thought it was one of those types of questions that was acceptable.
I guess I was wrong?
<.<

Tomorrow is Kai's graduation party,
We get to meet Charon for the first time too,
she's really excited,
and I'm excited for her.
I really hope he shows up,
for her sake.

I think I might hang out with Slade soon,
but I'm worried about it to be honest...
:S
He can be kind of a dick sometimes,
like,
he says somethings that are totally uncalled for,
and at the same time,
he's stuck in this loop about lying about who he is.
It's just not a situation I feel comfortable in.
The part where he judges others,
but doesn't want to be judged.
But still- He is sweet, and I don't have many other people to hang out with,
so maybe I'll have to make due with the friends I have.

Frances wants to start hanging out again as well-
But when I think of our friendship,
I remember a lot of hard times between us.
She was really unstable.
I remember Daniel calling me so paniced,
because she wouldn't get up from laying in the middle of the road,
and she begged me to do something,
and she was out of it,
and I kept talking to her,
for hours,
and finally she went home,
but that's just not something that I want to have to deal with again.

I'll give it a chance
but I'm not going to stick around if drugs and alcohol still rule her life,
because I can't cope with how she gets.
Still,
I loved her,
maybe that's why it hurt me so much?

I'm not sure :S