So
I was kind of lonely today,
but all the sudden,
I was just,
happy.
o.o
It's really strange.
I wonder if I really do have rapid cycling manic depression sometimes. >.>
Still, I think it'd be worse if I actually did have it.
The meds didn't help after all anyway.
I feel tons better that I've now told someone that I might not be asexual,
but I feel bad because I think I should have told Konan.
I think she might be avoiding me though.
I have a feeling she saw my picture or something and now feels weird talking to me.
I'm not really sure :\
I just wish we could talk again.
I know she's busy, with school, and work,
and her life though,
so I understand.
Still doesn't change how I feel though.
Feelings are so illogical :\
I'm really worried about Daniel,
I feel kind of a tightness inside me,
I hope he isn't positive,
but if he is,
that's okay,
He'll still be my closest friend,
I'll just be really worried from now on about his health and such...
Sigh.
If Phil ends up being positive, and lied to him,
I'm going to cut that fucker's dick off.
Pisses me off.
I hate people who only think about themselves,
especially in regards to something like this :S
Also, I really fucking need to shave. I look like a bum :|
I'm just being so lazy recently XD I don't think I've shaved my face in like, a week o.o
I guess that says how long I've been vegging out at home >.>
That's about it,
Life is going okay.
Boring,
but okay :)
