So, I talked to another new person today. Kara. She was very nice, although, I can't help but feel that I depressed her beyond a point that I should have. The conversation was very awkward, to be honest.
I talked to MAD again- I really like him- I find him to be very helpful, and thought provoking. I see why Maria likes him so much. Sharon spoke highly of him as well. Sometimes I wonder if he really is as great with people as he seems, or if he's just overestimating his reach.
I don't really mind either way- I find that he makes me challenge what I think about things, and i haven't met someone like that for some time- So I'm glad.
I sort of want him to open up about himself- as weird as that is. He is very protected. I have a feeling he will though, although, I'm not sure why I have this feeling. Perhaps he wants to reveal himself, and he doesn't know how? Who knows, my speculations are never ending.
Kara thought that Sharon may have been cheating on her boyfriend with me XD Although- Sharon has come on to me before, so I can see why Kara would be worried. Still- I would never- even if I did like her(which, I don't XD)
I didn't talk to Ceres tonight, but yesterday I did. She let me open up about Maria finally, and it as a big relief. I was holding so much in from her that I thought I was going to explode. I just wanted to share what was going on in my life with her.
It's super fucking late- and i'm tired. I'll write more tomorrow, after I go see Nana and David :)
