So,
I talked to Maria's friend last night.
She randomly added me.
I wasn't sure what to think at first.
I actually thought that it was Maria, trying to find out what I really felt,
but soon it became obvious that it wasn't her,
because their personalities are too different.

I told her more than I think maybe I should have,
like about Maria having sexual feelings for me,
and me having romantic feelings for Maria...
I'm pretty sure she won't tell her though,
because I think she sees that it would only make things more complicated,
because I can't return Maria's feelings. :\

I hope that I can eventually fix my relationship with Ceres,
I really like talking to her,
she's a good friend.
I know I made a lot of mistakes, but I didn't mean to drive her to the point that I did.
I guess I became almost too comfortable sharing my negative feelings.
I know it bothered her when I brought up Konan,
but I trusted her more than anyone at the time,
and I really thought she could help me,
but I guess she was really uncomfortable with it.
I understand, but I wish it wasn't that way.
At this point I am willing to try and fix what is broken within me,
for the sake of our friendship,
but I'm not sure how she feels about it. :\
She was really angry after all.

It's Father's Day.
I wished my mom a happy Father's Day this morning,
and I got bob a card for being my uncle...
I think we are going to their house for dinner.
Tacos I think.
It'll be nice.
I bet Bev and Andy will be there as well.

That's all.