Okay,
so things have gotten weird.
I told Maria what I felt about her,
and she was mad because I lied to her about them,
and now she has lost trust in me.
I told Sharon about what happened,
and she made me feel better about it.
She seems like a good friend,
i'm glad that she ended up messaging me.
So, she told me that she thought I should talk to this guy,
Konan's best friend,
and gave my ID to him.
He seems to think that she has some type of disorder,
like BPD. I'm not sure though.
I kind of want her to be healthy :\
But then I also find out she likes another guy on PerC
he's INFJ
>.> I feel kind of stupid.
Honestly, I should have known.
It's just because she needs support,
not actually because she likes me >.>
No one ever actually likes me.
Sigh.
Anyway,
I'm not sure how things are going to go,
I still want to be her friend,
but I'm not sure if we can be.
I don't know if she still wants to be.
I don't even know what she really feels about me >.>
I feel so lost.
I hope she isn't angry that I've been talking to her friends, but to be fair,
they contacted me,
I didn't contact them...
Who knows.
I'm just waiting to find out where this madness is going to go...
